Scurrying around to finish up the chores for the evening, my granddaughter came up behind me while I was filling the water in the duck and goose cage. Scolding me, she ask why I was running clean water into the small dirty water tubs. It is absolutely crazy how dirty their water gets and stays. 5 minutes after I clean it, it looks like it has been standing a week.  My effort to keep it “clean” water diminished after a couple of years. So….what I do now is simply get it cleaner. I run clean water into the dirty water until it clears from running over. A secondary purpose of this practice is to give them muddy water to nuzzle around in the ground, which they love.
In explaining this practice to my granddaughter, her eyebrows drew together and she stated, “I don’t think so…”  So I beckoned her observation as I completed the task. The eyebrows that were together then raised in an illuminating manner. I shared with her that this is also an example of our sanctification process in Christ. While we are a new creation in Christ at salvation, as long as we are in the flesh, we will battle the flesh.  The Bible tells us to not be overcome by evil(the flesh) but to overcome evil with good Romans 12:21 My focus was putting the fresh water into the muddy water until it overcame it and became clear. Of course, that was a little deep and complex for my granddaughter which was simply trying to get the chores done!!!
However complex it was for my granddaughter at that point, it was a contemplating thought for me as I reflected at the end of the day. Had my focus been solely on not doing evil that day, or had it been on what good in Christ’s name that was accomplished.  This I know! If Satan can keep me distracted by all my mistakes, then I will have little energy to focus on what good Jesus can do through me.  While it is important to be aware of who I am in Christ, my energy needs to be directed to the good God wants to do through me, and then there will be little time for the enemy, the deceiver, to work his evil.

Recently, New Life Trails took twelve of their therapy animals to a one day camp hosted by Hospice of North Central Oklahoma. The camp taught music therapy, art therapy and animal therapy for children up to the age of eighteen, to help cope with grief.

Having been a very hard winter, the sight of green upon the landscape refreshed my heart!  It blanketed the ground in a luscious delight of radiance!  As I walked the Trails to check in on the sheep, I wanted a closer look at the sustenance of the grass. However, when I trekked into the pasture, I found an array of weeds. The disappointment went deep into my spirit. If I had not envisioned the provision of green grass, I don’t think that I would have been so disappointed, but I felt tricked…betrayed by the appearance.  What gave the representation of nourishment was empty and could not even be consumed. Sooo it was back to the feed sacks for nourishment.

Well….it didn’t take much reflection to bring this thought back home to me. I go to church and follow the traditions of being a Christian from a distance, but what do people see when they get up close….?  What do they see when I go through a trial or a tribulation?  I just finished a really hard week in my personal life and the life at the Trails? What did my family see….? My close friends…..? Those who needed to be nourished spiritually by Christ through me? I pray that through my tears they could hear the whispers of God’s promises, and that in spite of my melancholy they could see His hope.  I must not consist, exist in the flesh, in emptiness, but be filled nourished, provided with the Spirit of the living God.16 This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not fulfil the lust of the flesh.

17 For the flesh lusteth against the Spirit, and the Spirit against the flesh: and these are contrary the one to the other: so that ye cannot do the things that ye would. or be the things that God desires you to be Galatians 5:16 empty weeds

When I have a right to hate, I love

When I have a right to despair, I have joy

When I have a right to be anxious, I have peace

When I have a right to be impatient, I wait on God and His timing

When I have a right to be mean, I am kind

When I have a right to be harsh, I am gentle

When I have a right to be self-willed, I am self controlled

When I have a right to be bad(no character) I am good(character

When I have a right to be unfaithful, I am faithful

no spiritual nourishment, to nourishment in Christ to those around me

Love you all!!! more than 1000 blades of yummy grass for the animals!!!!

Renee

I am so happy!!!!! My bottles babies(Tweedy and Heartland) are eating grain! It has been a long road and very wearisome at times! It is a lot of work when they depend on me for every bit of nourishment! While they are still on the bottle, it is just part of their nourishment now, and I know that they are well on their way to total independence. Which is the point!!!!  
Upon reflecting, I had to ask myself where I am spiritually?  Am I totally dependent upon my pastor, my Sunday School teacher, my husband, ect… to spiritually guide me, or am I becoming more independent each day. Do I find my own nourishment spiritually in my daily Bible study, quiet times, prayer, and song? Do I drag myself into church every Sunday starving nearly to death? Do I call friends desperately searching for spiritual insight every time a struggle comes into my life.
 Four scriptures in the Bible make reference to this question?
1 Peter 2:2 – As newborn babes, desire the sincere milk of the word, that ye may grow thereby:

Hebrews 5:12 – For when for the time ye ought to be teachers, ye have need that one teach you again which [be] the first principles of the oracles of God; and are become such as have need of milk, and not of strong meat.

1 Corinthians 3:2 – I have fed you with milk, and not with meat: for hitherto ye were not able [to bear it], neither yet now are ye able.

Hebrews 5:13 – For every one that useth milk [is] unskilful in the word of righteousness: for he is a babe.

Ouch!!!! While there is a time for milk, the Word is very clear that I am to grow past that! I believe the strongest tool that has deepened my spiritual maturity is the memorized Word of God.  When the storm has arrived, I seldom have the spiritual strength to search for a scripture that addresses the situation, but if I start with A then go to Z, the next thing that I know is that I’m free!!!!(smile)Each one I precede with Thank you, Jesus

A-(I can do ALL things (through Christ )which strengtheneth me. ) Philippians 4:13

B- (BEING confident of this very thing, that (He) which hath begun a good work in you, will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.) Philippians 1:6

C-(and ye are COMPLETE(in HIM), which is the head of all principalities and powers. ) Colossians 2:10

D-(fear thou not; for (I) am with thee;) be not DISMAYED; for (I) am thy God: (I) will strengthen thee; yea, (I) will help thee; yea, (I) will uphold thee with the right hand of (My) righteousness. Isaiah 41:10

E-(now unto Him tht is able to do EXCEEDINGLY abundantly above all that we ask) or think according to the power that worketh in us. Ephesians 3:20

F-( I will praise thee: FOR I am fearfully and wonderfully made)marvelous are Thy works, and that my soul knoweth right well. Psalm 139:14

G-(GREATER is (He) that is in you, than he that is in the world. ) 1 John 4:4b

H-(for (I) will restore HEALTH unto thee, )and (I) will HEAL thee of thy wounds, saith the Lord. Jeremiah 30:17a

I-((I) will instruct thee and teach thee in the way in which thou shalt go()I) will guide thee with (Mine) eyes. Psalm 32:8

J-(but my (God) shall supply all your needs according to (His) riches in glory by Christ JESUS.) Philippians 4:19

K-((Thou) wilt KEEP him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on (Thee),) because he trusteth in (Thee). Isaiah 26:3

L-(behold, the LORD’s hand is not shortened, that it cannot save, neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear. ) Isaiah 59:1

M-(MANY are the afflictions of the righteous, but the (Lord) delivered him out of them all. ) Psalm 34:19

N-(NOT by might, not by power, but by (My Spirit),” saith the Lord of Host.) Zechariah 4:6b

O-(for (He) shall give (His) angels charge OVER thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. ) Psalms 91:11

P-(the (Lord) will PERFECT that which concerneth me.) Psalm 138:8a

Q- (nay, in all these things we are more than CONQUERORS, through (Him) that loves us. ) Romans 8:37

R- (for which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man (is )renewed day by day.) 2 Corinthians 4:16

S-(for SIN shall not have dominion over you, for ye are not under the law, but under grace.) Romans 6:14

T-(I know that thou canst do all things, and that no purpose of Yours can be THWARTED. ) Job 42:2

U-(and we know that to them that love God, all things work together UNTO good, )to such as, according to (His) purpose, are called to be saints. Romans 8:28

V-( through (God), we shall do VALIANTLY, for (He) it is that shall tread down our enemies.) Psalm 108:13

W-(WHEN thou passest through the waters, (I) will be with thee )and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee;when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. Isaiah 43:2

X-(for I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord,) thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you an EXPECTED end. Jerremiah 29:11

Y-(and whatsoever YE shall ask in(My) name, that will (I )do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. ) John 14:13

Z- ( for with God nothing is impossible. ) Luke 1:37

Friday, Greyson the Miniature Therapy Horse, made his first appearance at Hillcrest Manor in Blackwell, Oklahoma. He stole the hearts of residents as well as family and staff. This will be one of many nursing home visits Greyson will make in his life as a miniature therapy horse.

Wednesday, New Life Trails visited 250 students at Ponca City Pre’K center for their End Of Year Celebration. Two calves, two mini horses, two geese, chickens, rabbits, a snake, Millie the sheep, Isaac the goat, and Gracie along with Greyson, the miniature therapy horse were part of the team.

McCord Student Council visited New Life Trails Tuesday to help clean stables and other projects at the trails. While there, they walked the trails and the creek in search of turtles, frogs, and crawdads.

On Friday April 27th New Life Trails visited Marland Children’s Home for Family Fun Day for Kay County Foster Families. The children enjoyed walking Tweedy the Calf, Mickey the Mini Horse, and Millie the Sheep. They also enjoyed playing with the baby Geese, Ducks and Chickens, and holding a baby lamb.

Heather Cannon Honda and Jeri Nash from Sterling Broadcasting and Sunny 104.7 came to visit the trails for Pay it Forward Friday. While there, our pig pepper and chunky did tricks and they we’re able to visit our new Miniature Therapy Horse.

Edwin Fair Community Health Center visited New Life Trails for their Staff/Client Picnic where they ate and enjoyed the company of the animals. Pepper and Chunky the Pig we’re the highlights of entertainment with their tricks. New Life Trails mission is to serve our community as much as possible through animal therapy.

Welcome “Heartland” to New Life Trails! This is his greeting party! Two weeks old and he has a heart in the middle of his forehead. When he looks at you it’s an automatic “I love you!”

The Ponca City Noon Lions Club hosted Renee Spears, CEO of New Life Trails Ministries. At the meeting, the history and services available through New Life Trails to the community were presented.

Lutheran Schools 4 year old, Kindergarten and First Grade visited New Life Trails for an Easter Celebration where they visited the animals, rode horses, heard the Easter story and enjoyed a picnic.

Five day old miniature horse Greyson, visited a Wednesday night children’s program at Northeast Baptist Church.

Cub Scouts spent Saturday morning cleaning winter hay from seven different barns and paddock area for New Life Trails Spring Cleaning. While they we’re there they enjoyed the animals.

When Logan Blakey, 10 years old, became too sick to make his “Make A Wish” visit to San Diego Zoo, His family contacted New Life Trails and asked us to bring animals to see him. He was visited by Shadow the rabbit, Speck the chicken, Isaac the sheep, Mocha the lamb, and a one day old lamb that Logan named Skittles. Logan asked his family to build a red barn for the animals. A week later, Logan went to his forever home and the family made New Life Trails the recipient of memorial donations in Logan’s honor to help build his red barn. As of today $1500.00 has been raised of the $4500.00 needed has been contributed.

As the sun shone so bright at the Trails today, and the animals bathed in its warmth, I could not imagine the darkness that would be unveiled. The darkness had disguised it’s work and wrath upon a package that was bubbly, hard working, very intuitive, and had eyes that looked through you to your heart. She was at the Trails completing community service. We worked side by side through the day and stopped to eat a bite when I first noticed the hidden cries for help. Her sleeve slipped up and her arm revealed battles that were being fought where no one wins. Cutting is the word that describes desperate act upon its victims. I couldn’t stop the gasp that started in my lungs and verbalized itself, “Honey, what in the world?” At first, she pulled her arm to hide it, but in response to my questioning eyes, she unveiled the remaining portion. “I have a problem,” she spoke. I whispered a pray. What?……What?…What was I to say to her?
We visited for quite some time. I shared my testimony with her. She professed to know Christ as her Savior. I asked her many question, and sensed that she did know him as her Savior. She had received eternal life, but she knew nothing of the abundant life that Christ had died for her. John 10:10b I have come that you might have life, and have it abundantly. How would I explain to her a concept that she had no understanding of in her life? The Lord quickly brought to my mind an experience that we had earlier in the day. He is so amazing!!!!! Windstar, a 28 year old horse, at the Trails has laying in the sun soaking up it’s warmth. On the other side of the fence was 3 of our younger horses that tend to bully Windstar. Even with them so near, Windstar lay in perfect peace. He had complete confidence in the fence that protected him. So much so that he even closed his eyes to sleep;complete perfect rest. Upon reminding the young lady of the scene, I told her that she could have that same kind of peace in her life. I shared with her the promises that God has for us as His children(A-Z). I told her how God had taught me and continues to teach me to turn to those promises with “Thanksgiving.” Philippians 4:6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with THANKSGIVING, let your request be made known to God, and the PEACE that passes all understanding will guard your hearts and mind through Christ Jesus.

A- Thank you Jesus, that I can do ALL things through Christ Jesus, who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
B- Thank you Jesus, that I can be confident that the work that You began, You will complete. Philippians 6:1
C- Thank you Jesus, that I am complete in Christ the head of all principalities and powers. Colossians 2:10

I shared with her that each one of those cuts on her arm represented a lie from Satan, and that there is a promise from God that will hold back everyone of those lies, just like the FENCE held back the other horses. I shared that if she would trust God, like Windstar trust the fence that she could REST in peace. I told her that I was going to get the promises of God from A to Z enlarged and laminated so that she could put them up in her room and remember them. She said that her room is very empty and that there was plenty of room for them. We had taken a picture of Windstar earlier, so I will add that to her verses.
We talked of many things; being a conqueror of our destiny, not a victim of our circumstances; how if we can find a purpose for our pain that we can find peace; how we have little control over our time with our parents, but that is a small chapter in our lives, and how we have the whole rest of our story to write; what do you want your story to say….?

Is there anything like building fence with teenagers? I kind of compare it to fishing with children!!!! There are reverberation of Mrs. Spears, Renee, Nanny, ect..every 5 minutes. To which I replied, “Just a minute!” from one end of the fence to the other. However, while it may be that way sometimes, this crew of volunteer teenagers are amazing!
Overlapping a new sheep, goat, and pig fence onto an old single wire barbed fence, upon the owner’s request, we found to be somewhat frustrating! However, we made it work. The distance between post was more than I was comfortable with, so at places we would add a post or connect the new fence to the existing one. In working with one of the community service teenagers(not pictured), we were hard at it, until he noticed that the wire that we were connecting to had broken and in no way supported the fence. I just shook my head at the irony. As we disconnected to the unsecured fence, I couldn’t help but think of the correlation to my life.
What and who I connect to in life is sooooo important! In my life, my spiritual relationship with God is the most valuable and important. Upon receiving Christ as my Savior, my heart was to be Christ like, a Christian, in all I do and say(though I often fail in acts, my heart is relentless) It is firm and secure(unlike the fence, ha!). Next, my friends and spouse make a huge impact in how secure I am connected. I thank God for my husband every day! While we are very very different in so many ways, we both are connected to the same source. Because of that, we can go forward regardless of the storm. Sometimes the connection has been tested to the very limits of who we are and we are crawling belly down for each inch, but we have remained connected to God, our source, and to each other. All that I am and New Life Trails disseminates is in response to God’s work through my husband. You don’t see or hear from him personally a lot, but he is there in Christ through every word and action that transpires.

The Bible tells in 2 Corinthians 6: 14-17 Be ye not unequally yoked together with unbelievers: for what fellowship has righteousness with unrighteousness? and what communion has light with darkness? And what concord has Christ with Belial: or what part has he that believeth with an infidel? And what agreement hath the temple of God with idols: for ye are the temple of the living God; as God has said, I will dwell in them, and walk in them; and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. Wherefore come out from among them, and be ye separate, says the Lord, and touch not the unclean thing; and I will receive you. And I will be a Father to you, and ye shall be my sons and daughters, says the Lord Almighty. I love these verses! They are so personal!!!!! They are so from the heart of God!!!!! He longs that we walk in fellowship with Him, connected!!!!!

In our best efforts, just like the fence, we can connect to the wrong things. In response to that, just like the fence, we have to disconnect to the lose unsecured people or situations. 
p.s. Sometimes it is a good idea to pull on the wire beforehand to test its security! hint hint

New Life Trails visited Lutheran school this morning with Isaac their 4 week old orphan sheep. The kids loved him!

Being exhausted from caring for the animals in the frigid weather, I laid down to rest for a moment in the late afternoon. With a gasp, I awoken to see that the light has dissipated from the sliver through the blinds in our front room. I glanced at the clock and it was after 8:00 p.m.. “Oh my!” slipped from my lips. I had not done the evening feeding and it was after dark now. It is so much harder to feed after dark, and the weather make it even more difficult. Shaking my head, I began putting on the layers of clothes as it was now 6 degrees outside.

Upon my arrival, I saw a Ewe back in the corner of the paddock. I saw that she had one new lamb at her side nursing, and upon closer evaluation, she had another that was laying on the ground. I scurried her into a separate pen, and picked up the lambs to join. One was jostling around, but the other had not made it to its feet and lay very helplessly. Freezing and still having a lot of feeding to do, I was thinking that the mother would just take care of it. However, I knew that the second lamb was frail, and was going to have a hard time and possibly die. Against my first intuition to leave it to the mother, I went back and picked it up. I snuggled it into my coat, and headed to the house to warm it up and see if I could get it to its feet. Well into the night, he rose to his feet. I continued to rub him down to get his circulation going, and gave him warm milk to get his little stomach working. After he was stronger, I took him back to him mom where he jumped into the battle for her milk.

Harshness would have said in my heart to leave it because life is about the survival of the fittest. I was tired and done, but at that point , it was time to draw from that which is deeper within me.

The Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 5:17 that therefore if any man be in Christ(saved, a christian), we are a new creation. The old things have passed away(our self) and behold all things are new. It is the contrast between the old nature or fruit of the flesh, and the new nature of Christ that has been born within us at the time of salvation, the fruit of the Spirit.
When we have a right to hate we love,
When we have a right to despair, we have joy,
When we have a right to be anxious, we have peace,
When we have a right to be impatient, we have patience,
When we have a right to be mean, we are kind,
When we have a right to be harsh, we are gentleness,
When we have a right to be self willed, we practice self control,
When we have a right to be bad, we are goodness,
When we have a right to be faithless, we are faithfulness.

It’s all about learning who I am in Christ, which is alive in me at salvation, and saying no to the flesh, which hangs on to my being until redemption(being with Jesus in heaven). Romans 7:17 As it is, it is no longer I myself who do it, but it is sin living in me.

So, is all of this about a little lamb? Yes, but no, it is not. It is about a teenage girl that gave her heart to Jesus at the Trails a couple of months ago. She comes from a home situation with extended sexual abuse. She is in counseling, and I continue to work with her spiritually. Frustratingly, she has been making some really bad choices. She shared that she had smoked marijuana and the guy that she bought it from had laced it with a stronger drug to get her addicted to it. She shared about how bad it made her feel to do that, and how when she says no to that stuff that it makes her feel so light and free inside. But then the other day, she came to me and had been in trouble again, and her countenance was very downcast. I was tired. I was done for the day and felt a harshness from my flesh, but then Christ within me stirred God’s spirit within my heart. I took her face within my hands, and with gentleness ask her what her heart said, “It’s not who I am.” With gentleness, I wrapped my arms around her and enunciated, “Jesus loves you! He wants your heart, every minute of every day! Don’t give up because of the mistakes that you make, but learn from them. Jesus wants your heart!!!!!” 1 Samuel 16:7 For the Lord does not see as man sees; for man looks at the outward appearance, but the Lord looks at the heart.

As a newborn Christian, she was as helpless as that newborn lamb. Not all people are spiritually born strong when they are saved. God does do that in some cases, but for most of us, it is a journey of living, learning, and loving. Just like the little lamb needed me to take it in my arms, help get its blood circulating, put it on its feet, give it time to get strong enough to face the harsh coldness of the world, sometimes people need time to understand who they are in Christ, say no to the flesh, and be who they are in Jesus.

Every stage of life, and really every day of life,I am learning who I am in Christ and what that looks like. When I make mistakes, I know God is picking me up with gentleness, circulating my spiritual blood with His Word, Christian music, fellowship of believers, putting me on my feet, and getting me ready to go out and face a very frigid world! Will I exemplify that same gentleness to those who cross my path today? One thing that I know for sure is that it will be when I feel the harshness of my flesh the greatest, that I will have the greatest opportunity to show Christ gentleness from within me.

Love you all!

Seven!!!! We have seven baby lambs now. They are in the paddock until they are strong enough to be put in the big pasture. Sitting and watching them today, I was amazed! The paddock is small so the lambs and the ewes are all mixed together. When it is feeding time, the ewe will call for her lamb and it will just run over to her. The other lambs don’t even look around. They know that the call was not for them. How do they know?!!!! They all sound the same to me!

I couldn’t help but think of New Life Trails, and myself really………I am listening carefully for God’s call upon this ministry each day. Already, God has taken us to many places and given us many experiences. Sometimes, I feel like all the ewes are calling and I don’t know which one is the one! Faithfully, God directs and redirects me when I respond to the wrong call(sometimes through my husband, a friend, a message, His word, or even a song). My heart is to faithfully follow him, but my reception isn’t always clear.

My job is to keep the ear canal clear, so that the call isn’t muffled with the cares and desires of this world, and I can hear my call. Be it as a Mom, a wife, a daughter, a friend, a teacher, or a servant for my Savior, I want to come running just like those little lambs do to their mother’s call.

Romans 8:4b who do not walk according to the flesh, but according to the Spirit. Those who live according to the flesh set their minds on the things of the flesh; but those who live according to the Spirit set their minds on the things of the Spirit.

Who and what am I listening to, and responding to?(notice the lamb that hasn’t been called my it’s mom?)

Have you ever encountered something that was symbolic of something meaningful in your life? My youngest daughter would always say that God was talking to us when she would see the sun shining through an open place in the clouds. When my grandfather died, I struggled desperately with knowing whether he was in heaven or not. Upon returning home from his funeral, I pleaded with God for the resolution of salvation for my grandfather. “After all the prayers, if only I could know,” I whispered. The snow had blanketed the ground and continued to fall profoundly as I entered the driveway of our house. Tears flowed profusely down my cheek as my head rested upon the steering wheel. A song came on the radio, “Grandpa Loved the Snow.” The words of the song resonated within my heart as they spoke the message that Grandpa was in heaven tonight I know, because the snow is falling and Grandpa always loved the snow. The God of heaven, the Alpha and Omega, reached down from heaven, placed a song on KLVV, a Christian radio station, and confirmed in his child’s heart that her Grandpa was indeed with Him that night! Snow will always be symbolic of the gentleness of a great God to me.( I’ve never heard that song again, and the radio manager said that he had never heard of it)
Yesterday after going to Logan’s funeral, my heart was heavy. Even though, it was a celebration of life; the frigid jab of separation could not be escaped. Later, I was back at New Life Trails watching the seven baby lambs play with my heart in a state of melancholy; one of the lambs was Logan’s lamb that he named Skittles. Logan’s is the smallest and most frail. As I watched them frolic and play, kicking and bucking, a smile crept onto my lips and my heart felt a sense of peace. Words whispered in my heart, “How can you be sad for me? I am in a state of absolute delight, just like these little lambs!” Although much of my sadness is due to the loss of his presence with us, it was countered by the ecstasy of his heart being in the presence of His Savior.
How much of Logan’s presence we capture within our hearts and allow to make us a better person by knowing him, by knowing of him is a question each individual must answer within themselves. He had a love for EVERYONE, a love for life, a compassion for all, a strength beyond his years, a total character that enveloped this young 10 year old boy’s life in spite of disabilities and longevity of pain.
A memorial has been established with New Life Trails for Logan by his family. New Life Trails brought some of their animals to visit Logan while he was at home. “Make a Wish” was going to send him to the zoo in San Diego, but he got too sick too fast and couldn’t go. Logan ask his Dad and Mom to build a Red Barn for his lamb(Skittles), bunny, and chicken. I told him that New Life Trails was going to build a barn to house animals to serve the people of Ponca City with love. Our heart is to serve Hospice patients, nursing homes, the children’s home, Big Brother and Sister program, schools, families, children with disabilities, our disabled veterans ect…….. I told Logan that when we build that barn that we will paint it red for him and we will call it Logan’s Barn.
The heart of New Life Trails is to build that barn now. How big we can make it will depend on your partnership with New Life Trails. We have the skeleton of a motorhome garage that we can make into Logan’s Barn, or we can purchase land across from Lowes here in Ponca City, and build a 13 stall barn that will make parking, accessibility year round, comfort for the animals and those visiting, ect…..amazing.
My heart is to make a barn as big as Logan’s life, a symbol of the greatest thing of life, love. Bigger than the suffering and pain that he endured from cancer, and great as the love that he emulated.
Logan wasn’t a famous scientist, a famous leader, a famous movie star or any of the other famous things that people are that have monuments built after them, but what Logan’s life encapsulated was something much greater, something almost forgotten, something imperative to our existence as human being, ……love, love for life, love for eachother, love for those hurting emotionally, socially, physically, and spiritually.
Rindt-Erdman Funeral Home and Crematory, 100 East Kansas Ave. P.O.Box 756, Arkansas City,Kansas 67005 is where they are taking memorial contributions.
We’ve given everything that we are and have to serve others in this way. What can you give? If not now; when, If not here; where, If not you; who?

Having worked hard at building fence all day with the New Life Trail’s volunteers, I was exhausted. I came into the house and collapsed onto the couch, just to rest for a moment. That moment turned into the night, and I woke the next morning in the disbelief, “I slept all night!” I pulled myself off of the couch feeling really gross and made my way into the kitchen. When I looked at the clock, I realized that I had even slept longer than I thought! I had 10 minutes to get ready for Sunday School, and I was so dirty!

I hated to miss church. I waited all week to get to see my spiritual family and see how everyone was doing, but I was too dirty to go to church. I sat down in dismay with a sigh. Then, I proclaimed in my Spirit, God’s Spirit within me. That’s an oxymoron! “I can’t be too dirty for church!” Pulling my hair into a bun, washing off with a washrag, I jumped into my church clothes. With a little extra perfume, I headed off to my spiritual family. You know what?! I don’t think anyone even noticed. They were just glad that I was there. Hebrew 10: 24 and let us consider one another to provoke unto love and to good works: 25 Not forsaking the assembling of ourselves together, as the manner of some is; but exhorting one another and so much more as we see the day approaching.

How sad it is, that we often let our spiritual dirt keep us from coming together as believers. Maybe it was the fight with your spouse, your children, or another believer that leaves you feeling too dirty for church. Maybe it is an addiction, small or great, and you have listened to the deceiver’s lies, and believe that you can never remove the dirt and you are unworthy to gather. Do you fight these unseen battles? I do….not as much as I used to, but I still do sometimes. The more that I come together with other believers, the weaker the enemy”s condemnation slurs. This principle is consistent with the scripture, Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good. Romans 12:21 When my focus became on the good that I was called to instead of the mistakes that I make, I became free. Romans 8:1 There is now no condemnation to those who are in Christ. And John 8:36 Who the Son has set free, is free indeed. Yes, I need to be aware of the dirt, and spend the needed time in the shower(Bible study, prayer and worship) washing it off, but never let it keep me from coming into the presence of my God wherever that might be.

New Life Trails is so excited to announce the birth of our first miniature therapy horse Greyson! After training, Greyson will be used to service Hospice, Nursing Homes, In Home Care, Children’s Home, the Autistic Foundation, Special Needs, and Tutoring Assistance.

Upon having visitors to New Life Trails, we embark upon a guided tour. Of the many animals that we visit, Chunky the pig is one of the favorites! Figuring out that a crowd of people means donuts, he quickly moves in with his tricks for the harvest!!! One day, after introducing him, I was puzzled. He usually responds quickly to the request to sit for a donut! However, today he seemed totally confused! After several diligent tries, I resolved that he was having an off day when suddenly one of the girls bellowed across the paddock, “That’s Belle, not Chunky!!!” I did a double take and she was right! Belle is Chunky’s Mom. They do look a lot a like, but normally I know which one I’m addressing. No wonder she didn’t respond, she didn’t have the ability to perform the request. It would not have mattered how many donuts I had, she would not have done the “sit” trick.
Later, I couldn’t help but think how similar Belle and Chunky’s situation was to many of my own spiritual dilemmas. Many times, I call upon the fleshly(old nature) part of my nature to do that which can only be done in the Spirit of God. I try so hard to change from the outside in! I resolve that I am not going to raise my voice, talk hateful, pout, eat that cookie, ( you name it)……… True change with longevity has to come from within…..from God’s Spirit within me. When I became a Christian, God’s Spirit became alive within me. 2 Corinthians 5:17 Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creation, old things are passed away and behold all things have become new. Ephesians 2:4-5 But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, even when we were dead in sin, made us alive together with Christ. At that moment, I received the power of the Holy Spirit (the Fruit of the Spirit Galations 5:22) to:
Love when I have a right(by the world) to hate
Have joy when I have a right(by the world) to despair
Have peace when I have a right(by the world) to be anxious
Have patience when I have a right(by the world) to be impatient
Be kind when I have a right(by the world)to be mean
Be gentle, when I have a right(by the world) to be harsh
Be self-controlled, when I have a right(by the world) to be self-willed
Good when I have a right(by the world) to be bad
Faithful, when I have a right(by the world) to be unfaithful
The key for me is knowing and identifying who I am in Christ. (I forget all the time! Satan has spent my life screaming in my heart all the things that I am not!)Any success that I have( speaking to the right pig(so to speak))comes from the memorized Word of God(Bible verses). The Rely verses(Shield of Faith)(God’s Promises). I can tell myself that I’m not going to do something, or I’m going to do something, but it is not until I speak out loud the promises of who I am in Christ with THANKSGIVING, that I find victory! Romans 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind.
A-(I can do ALL things (through Christ )which strengtheneth me. ) Philippians 4:13
B- (BEING confident of this very thing, that (He) which hath begun a good work in you, will perform it until the 
day of Jesus Christ.) Philippians 1:6
C-(and ye are COMPLETE(in HIM), which is the head of all principalities and powers. ) Colossians 2:10
D-(fear thou not; for (I) am with thee;) be not DISMAYED; for (I) am thy God: (I) will strengthen thee; yea, (I) 
will help thee; yea, (I) will uphold thee with the right hand of (My) righteousness. Isaiah 41:10
E-(now unto Him tht is able to do EXCEEDINGLY abundantly above all that we ask) or think according to the power 
that worketh in us. Ephesians 3:20
F-( I will praise thee: FOR I am fearfully and wonderfully made)marvelous are Thy works, and that my soul
knoweth right well. Psalm 139:14
G-(GREATER is (He) that is in you, than he that is in the world. ) 1 John 4:4b
H-(for (I) will restore HEALTH unto thee, )and (I) will HEAL thee of thy wounds, saith the Lord. Jeremiah 30:17a

I-((I) will instruct thee and teach thee in the way in which thou shalt go()I) will guide thee with (Mine) eyes. Psalm 32:8
J-(but my (God) shall supply all your needs according to (His) riches in glory by Christ JESUS.) Philippians 4:19

K-((Thou) wilt KEEP him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on (Thee),) because he trusteth in (Thee). Isaiah 26:3
L-(behold, the LORD’s hand is not shortened, that it cannot save, neither his ear heavy, that it cannot hear. ) Isaiah 59:1
M-(MANY are the afflictions of the righteous, but the (Lord) delivered him out of them all. ) Psalm 34:19

N-(NOT by might, not by power, but by (My Spirit),” saith the Lord of Host.) Zechariah 4:6b
O-(for (He) shall give (His) angels charge OVER thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. ) Psalms 91:11
P-(the (Lord) will PERFECT that which concerneth me.) Psalm 138:8a
Q- (nay, in all these things we are more than CONQUERORS, through (Him) that loves us. ) Romans 8:37
R- (for which cause we faint not; but though our outward man perish, yet the inward man (is )renewed day by day.) 2 Corinthians 4:16
S-(for SIN shall not have dominion over you, for ye are not under the law, but under grace.) Romans 6:14
T-(I know that thou canst do all things, and that no purpose of Yours can be THWARTED. ) Job 42:2
U-(and we know that to them that love God, all things work together UNTO good, )to such as, according to (His) purpose, 
are called to be saints. Romans 8:28
V-( through (God), we shall do VALIANTLY, for (He) it is that shall tread down our enemies.) Psalm 108:13
W-(WHEN thou passest through the waters, (I) will be with thee )and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee; 
when thou walkest through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee. Isaiah 43:2
X-(for I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord,) thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you 
an EXPECTED end. Jerremiah 29:11
Y-(and whatsoever YE shall ask in(My) name, that will (I )do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. ) John 14:13
Z- ( for with God nothing is impossible. ) Luke 1:37

Wonderful day at Northeast Baptist Church on our Great Day of service! Putting together New Life Trails Academic Curriculum to help teachers and students at our PreK center! We had 32 volunteers put together 350 academic New Life Learning books for the PreK center in Ponca City.